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April 16, 2005
Back to Square One
Ok, I can officially feel good about my weekend, now. I spent all morning outdoors and have started cleaning the apartment with the worst first...the bathroom. Woo hoo. Now there are honeydew melon candles lit and it's sparkly clean. One question, though...if the toilet seat is broken...is it the landlords responsibility or mine to get a new one? I will call and ask later...I always procrastinate on such things.
This morning my brother and I went for a great walk in Lancater County Central Park. It was a great walk along the river followed by a stop at Square One for some iced coffee. We had some good conversation, a lot of which revolving around the fact that we are going to be looking for our own apartments in the next few months. I wasn't surprised when the topic came up because up until everything hit the fan with my surgery stuff...we were starting to make plans for this...but now it's really time.
It seems that my life is all about change these days. In the past I would have considered myself one who thrives on change...loves it. But, I am finding that it is really painful for me. Again, the faith is being tried and I am needing to cling to my God more than ever. (not just because of getting a new apartment, mind you).
That positive part of me is pushing its way through, though. I know there has to be some really exciting stuff around the corner. I am just trying to see the bright hope at the other side of what seems like swirling chaos in my life.
Posted by stacey at April 16, 2005 01:52 PM
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That's a great attitude Stace - to look forward to what God has in store for you. I'll be praying for you during this transition period.
Posted by: Trish at April 18, 2005 12:47 PM
Me too. I can really relate to what you're going through. someday soon I'll take a trip to Lancaster and maybe we can walk along the river and talk, find some cherry trees to sit under, etc.
Posted by: moregreen at April 20, 2005 10:59 AM